Mere words do not explain the way I feel about this. 

While I wouldn't go so far as to say "I would kill for this" - I FEEL that way when someone TRULY disrespects me. 

This morning, I truly "lost it" - though most looking at me would never guess what the Black Mamba was thinking. 

This ties into all the calling I do out for Glyn Schofield for one, who better hope he never sees me in person again. 

As my friend from the Marines once told me privately. 

"Rahul, they better hope they dont see me HERE, on MY SOIL!" 

He was referring to some Chinese who were bullying him with the "This is China" crap - so now he's in the US, and he's issued an OPEN CHALLENGE to them. 

Needless to say, they never took it. 

In the movie First Blood, Part IV i.e. "Rambo", in my opinion one of the best of the lot, they had this thing about Stallone sharpening a knife that gets longer with every installment of the movie, hehe - and uttering these words. 

"When killing is as easy as breathing ... " 

"God didnt make you this fighting machine. It's in your blood!" 

"You didnt kill for your country! You killed for YOURSELF!" 

"God's never going to make that go away!" (for reference, there was this missionary sort in Rambo that the Vet WARNED not to go into Burma, she did anyway, and well, y'all have seen the movie, I'm sure! LUMBERJACK!) 

Carrying on from what his old mentor and Colonel said about "we never created this fighiting machine - we just chipped away the rough edges". 

That, to me, typifies yours truly to a T. 

I can tolerate a lot, my friend. 

And I do. 

But disrespect - I draw the line. 

I lost it this mornig with a guy I've been doing business with - for years and years and years. 

I've always treated him fair, paid up BANG ON TIME EACH AND EVERY TIME for the services he rendered. 

Yet, since this July, he's been giving me the round about on something he is supposed to do - and still hasn't done it. 

Broken promises, never answers calls, when I do, he disconnects, and wont call back for months . 

I can feel his thinking. 

"This guy has no options, so he's stuck". 

Oh yeah? 

Me? 

No options? 

STUCK? 

No I ain't either pally. I'm simply doing what I do for everyone, give them a very long rope, once I do biz with someone, once I find reliable people, I don't just swtich at the drop of a hat. I'm in it for the long term. 

Most apparently aren't. 

Anyway, it drove me insane this morning - so much so that I was almost literally sharpening an actual knife which most dont know, but I know very well how to use. 

I better not write anymore. 

On that! 

But disrespect I just dont tolerate. 

Especially blatant and RUDE sort. 

I've told the dude plenty of times if he doesnt want to work with me - then fucking SAY IT!

I've told him bazillions of times, RETURN what I gave YOU - for business! 

And if you dont want to do even that, at least SAY IT!

The ROUNDABOUT and DISHONESTY is what I cannot stand, much like Marc the African Silverback Gorilla once told me as well. 

I cannot for the life of me understand why folks can't be DIRECT!

Never getting back to anything, always "avoiding the hard questions" - I mean, just effing SAY IT!

Anyway ... 

Maybe it's because I've been hit behind the head - literally - all the time growing up. 

Maybe because of all the bullying I endured, never got a word of support, when I fought back, it was always "they are right, you cannot fight back!" 

Sounds insane, I know - but many of YOU have gone through the SAME damn thing. 

As an adult, perhaps and admittedly I went to the other extreme physically. 

But I'd rather that than ... you know, be bullied ... 

It's just - disrespect, I cannot tolerate it. 

And that red hot flash of rage - a lot of you  know what I mean. 

Of course, I'm hardly the maniac who like in the recent Russell Crowe movie makes it a point to "kill everyone he can associated with the person". 

I have my moments, then I calm down ... 

But disrespect, I cannot tolerate. 

This idiot promised me something to be done "within the next hour" 

Let us see if he does it. 

And on that note , fitness wise ... never tolerate anything less than the BEST my friend. 

And the best of the best is what I bring YOU in the 0 Excuses Fitness System. 

Go get you some now. 

Best, 

Rahul Mookerjee

PS - Ive always been this way, by the way. Fighter to the core, like my friend said, "you're one of the toughest hombres I know out there". 

And he knows plenty. 

I dont know why I felt compelled to put that bit of history out there, of course...